Confessions: What I said before was real! I am leaving incredible friends and my family who I never showed my love for enough. I am putting on hold what has always been my main priority, a career. I was spot on in my last post when I said I’m throwing myself in the deep end a LONG way from home – alone!!! And whilst in the last post this was all a positive and the reason for me leaving, but with 3 weeks to go I’m now thinking $h!t!!!!

I’m getting cold feet, I’m feeling like a big meanie for leaving everyone I care about – we still have so much to do!!!! I really will miss the amazing people I have here in my life, from those I talk to every day, to those who are monthly, from the long lost friends to the new ones. I will miss my terrible painting job on my granny flat and my house which is annoyingly locked up like fort knox all the time!. I’m going to miss my dog princess and even the new puppy Jessie (shes growing up so fast) with all her sock eating habits! (still don’t forgive her for eating my international drivers license)

Whilst things like travel and goal reaching is amazing, what’s even more amazing is the people in life who watch you do it! And those who are there to congratulate you and make it all worth it, and those are the things that we take for granted…. As humans we can’t help it, we are a species that always want more.

This post I pay tribute to my family- I don’t say it enough but you are my world and I love you and I’m proud of you all for individual reasons!

To some really close friends of mine – whilst our life may take us in different directions we will always share memories and a friendship so strong and no matter where our lives lead I will always care about you the same way I do when our friendship is at it’s strongest.

To other friends and peoples who Lifes being in mine, made mine better. They say people enter your life for a reason and have to leave for a reason…. Well I think my first sentenced summed it up (your life being in mine, made mine better.). And I’ll stop the mushy there by saying ” this is not good bye, it’s c-ya later”